Then you are taking 2 prescription sleep meds, ativan, which is a
benzo ( I hope you realize that you cannot fix a
benzo habit by taking another benzo), 2 antidepressants, neurontin,, and herbal remedies, which is VERY dangerous to mix with prescription drugs.
If you take an honest look at your situation, you will see that you probably have a dependency to pills.You should really consider giving up trying to fix this alone, and get professional help from a medication addiction specialist.