I already have my instruments removed, and also went through a spinal infection, that almost killed me. Frankly, I'm scared to death on the word 'surgery
'. If I don't do the surgery
, I will be looking at a wheelchair for life. If I do the surgery, I may risk another infection. Also because I had infection before, he cannot apply new instruments. My spine broke at L5/S1, so without instruments, and with the fusion removed, I don't know how the spine will hold.