I fear myself

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969163 tn?1281105479 thank you for your reply. I was considering that but I didn't know if I was overreacting. But now, I think I will.
1627522 tn?1300021314 Hi I'm ja, 26 from the Philippines. Lately I have been feeling so weird. At first I felt so tired of my daily routine and being single. Work, house usual friends then it became worse I felt so down and I feel as if there is no hope. I'm tired of hoping for a better future for someone to love me I'm tired of waiting for a change to happen. I'm feeling as If there's a big fear inside my heart that everything is going to end that this is it, there is nothing better to happen.
1390847 tn?1344657468 ll learn that the only thing to really fear about vomiting is the fear itself. I can only base this on my own experiences. Before I had children I had a horrible fear of seeing someone after they've fallen and hit their head and I would run the other way. I had my first child and he fell on the side walk and my first instinct was to run but this was my little boy and his well being meant more to me than my fear.
Avatar n tn Sometimes it seems to me that if I can hear myself weezing that I know I am breathing right. If i do a treatment, I feel like I am not breathing right. It is only normal for someone with bad anxiety and panic attacks to think and want to get tested for everything, and think that the doctor missed something. I have been to the hospital so many times with panic attacks that they smile when they see me. lol it is funny but not.
Avatar f tn Apollo1971... thankyou so much I've read this each time today I started to worry...it makes sense... in my mind I have that fear I'm the "one"... ya know... its something i have to learn I'm not and educate myself more about this and learn from it. As I learned its a fragile disease to catch and hopefully i will be fine!
Avatar f tn I wouldnt fear living without them, i would fear what they will do to you if you continue. You know there is no happy ending to this addiction, death awaits us and none of us are exempt. You and only you can decide when to stop this insanity.
Avatar n tn can I detox myself with taking over the counter medication? If so what can I take.. I've been using heroin on and off. I want to stop. I don't want to go inpatient cause I can't afford it. I'm an owner operator which means if I don't work I don't get payed. I have some methadone and I'm not sure if that works like I was told (use it for 3 to 4 days) and I should be able to kick the habit of dope. Can anyone tell me if its true or what method can someone recommend.
Avatar n tn Hi I know i should go to my GP but I just don't know what i would say to him, I suffer quite badly in my view from OCD it constantly disrupts my day as i constantly have to count 8 times and pinch my stomach if i have an intrusive thought about losing someone, i also constantly have severe anxiety of getting a girl pregnant in the most obscure ways which i know cannot happen but i still fear, or i have anxiety of getting HIV or having Cancer and it causes me intense fear that causes me to ha
Avatar n tn I make myself do it and tell myself so what is the worst thing that happens... I have an attack and then I will just drive back home if I do. I do go to the store and come back and then go to the bank and come back and each time I gain a little more confidence and go a little further. I think that self satisfaction makes our minds a little stronger. Try talking on speaker phone with a friend while you drive.
319399 tn?1254531681 I have also this mild fear of people when i am in a crowed place. I tend to be very attentive when i am alone and i keep looking around me and staring in people's faces and their hands, . If i see a knife my heart skips a beat and then i calm myself down through private talk. I'm i nuts?? A few days a go i was robbed and ever since i am terrified to leave the house.
Avatar f tn Hello ladies! I'm fairly new here & thoroughly enjoy reading all the questions/answers! I figure it's time to introduce myself! I am 23 years old, happily married to an army soldier. We are both from Ohio but live in northern New York (practically Canada!) I am currently 6 weeks & 1 day pregnant!
Avatar f tn With this one i hope im at home lol
Avatar f tn but I was afraid of the same thing to the point were I would go to the bathroom to check to make sure when I wiped there was nothing there (tmi sorry) but i had to stop myself obsessing because I was stressing which ultimately can cause miscarriage! just try not to worry about it too much and focus on the health and well being of your new little baby!! :-) . . . thats what I did! and im now 34 weeks! best of luck with your pregnancy!
1097853 tn?1260942431 I once did a taper because I was so terrified of wd. I was crumbling pills into 1/10ths and taking months and I was a wreck. I finally just went ct and it was so much easier. Don't let your fear of wd draw this out to much. Your fear is worse than the ct (really).
Avatar f tn Yup. I usually wake up like that when I take short naps during the day. I just start to realize that it's just my anxiety and I do my breathing exercises and try to stay calm and I slowly go back to sleep.
498132 tn?1217461482 Does anyone else have a fear of food. Well its not so much a fear, I just can't bring myself to eat food i've never had. It started when I was a kid and I apparently refused to eat other food apart from some bread. Anything else I attempted to eat I would involentarily throw up. Now I eat some other things like cereal, crisps, chocolate, apples, lettice and cucumber but thats it, I can't bring myself to eat anything else.
Avatar m tn Where to start. I had unprotected sex with a woman I did not know well. She told me she was clean, and I just believed her (stupid). We only had sex for about 2 minutes. Which is something that I hope is going to help me in the long run. She ultimately moved away and now I have no way to contact her. Anyways this was back in early January. Since then things have been a wreck. Originally I did not think much about it.
Avatar f tn Mostly I have social anxiety but things really went down hill when I started having tons of health anxiety after having surgery (gallbladder) in December. Afterwards, I convinced myself something else was wrong and that I was dying - which really made me start evaluating my life, and my life is pretty lame and pathetic. Even though I'm not having as much anxiety about my health, now I'm finding it more difficult to go out in public by myself.
Avatar n tn This is such upsetting news. I fear that I will not be able to mentally accept this kind of thing. I had one short relationship after the one mentioned above. I had no reason to believe that I had any STD's and I did not use protection during that relationship. I am overwhelmed with grief thinking that I could have passed something along to that person. Please do not bash me. I am truly on the edge of sanity with this matter.
Avatar m tn Had an unprotected insertive anal with a transexual of unknown HIV status.After scaring myself,I finally went to the doc a year after the incident to get a oraquick advanced oral test.The result was negative.However,I still feel tt the result could have been a false negative.Is it possible? Have there been cases where oraquick was not able to detect after a year since the exposure??
Avatar f tn so this is what I'm experiencing for several months now. I go to bed. I begin to fall asleep. Within a few minutes to 30 minutes I feel a sinking feeling in my stomach with an adrenaline surge. I realize than I'm drifting off to sleep and I wake myself up. Sometimes I just fall asleep and wake up with racing heart and horrible fear. I don't know what this is. My doctor is baffled. My doc believes it's anxiety driven but why? Why do I wake myself up ?
Avatar f tn Yes I've done it all. Meds therapy cbt and several times with several different people. I know what I need to do. I know I need to sit on the anxiety and wait as I'm told if I don't do any compulsions the anxiety will go down. But it doesn't work with hiv fear.
Avatar n tn I know this will sound crazy but I am i think a healthy person at the moment but I want a DNR for myself in case I get a Stroke or any other condition which will leave me severely disabled.
3149845 tn?1506627771 Oh gosh I cry as I read this. That is it. I am afraid of myself and what I do and what I will become.