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Avatar f tn Took last pill this morning. Anxiety setting in. I know I gotta go thru this, No other way out. Just feeling depressed. My boyfriend is doing it too. He seems to be fine. I on the other hand all caught up in my head. I decided to stay downstairs on the couch, let him stay upstairs. We are getting aggravated with one another. Also, I don't trust him. He made a stupid comment this morning." We just need.
Avatar n tn I am Canadian. I had unprotected sex with a prostitute 2.5 years ago. I did not ejaculate inside her or even get close, I ejaculated by masturbating myself after intercourse. I am deeply ashamed of how I behaved at that time in my life - I was not well but have done much to turn my life around. I can't change the past but I am doing all I can to be accountable and make amends. My fear is this: just what if she got pregnant? I have no idea what to do. would I have been contacted?
Avatar f tn Then we had sex for like 2 minutes and i decided to stop because i wasn’t in the mood i didn’t even precum. The next day i went to the clinic to get pep. I took pep for 7 days then i decided to stop it due to feeling unwell.
749148 tn?1302860959 You are fine girl, no worries. I have my own strong opinions on the threads that you posted on so I purposely stayed away from them as I felt similar to you (energy I didn't want to waste). There is nothing wrong with expressing one's opinions. After all this is OUR forum too. Anyone that posts here has to realize that sometimes comments on forums such as this can have different meanings to different people. Disagreements are good, it promotes healthy discussion.
Avatar n tn I am Canadian. I had unprotected sex with a prostitute 2.5 years ago. I did not ejaculate inside her or even get close, I ejaculated by masturbating myself after intercourse. I am deeply ashamed of how I behaved at that time in my life - I was not well but have done much to turn my life around. I can't change the past but I am doing all I can to be accountable and make amends. My fear is this: just what if she got pregnant? I have no idea what to do. would I have been contacted?
Avatar f tn My husband and has no idea I've been taking pills steady for 10+years! Honestly I feel family and friends would be shocked to know. I have God, my mom, and one close friend who knows the depth of my addiction and are my supporters! I also feel I will get stronger with each temptation I turn from! I guess when you're done, you're done! It's been a LONG time coming for me. I despise that dark, shameful, prison of addiction! BAM... Take that you harmful little pills!!!
Avatar n tn other times i feel like theres not hope and i again keep reasuring myself that im ok. the thing is i need to get rid of this f ing fear. i even feel bad that i fear it and dont have it and i think its not right to feel like i have it cause its not fare to the ones that do have it. i feel like i need to let this go any help?
Avatar n tn Yesterday I fealt pretty confident that I had beat this thing, but today I came SO close to throwing it all away. In fact, yesterday I even announced that I wasnt coming back here because I didnt need to. Anyways, I had done very good all day. At work, two of my "drug" friends were sitting right next to me snorting oxy IR's and I wasnt even that tempted. In fact, I was even giving them suggestions on the best way to administer it!
Avatar f tn Today I went down to 9mgs and they want me to go down 1mg every other day but I can stop and start whenever I need your rite the fear is the worst but I figure if you can make it down to 1mg in tact your good! How bad can it be from there? Can't wait to be done with this the stress and fear of what may hit ya is the most stressful place to be.are you going all the way to 1? Id love to know how it is when you take the. Final jump.that not knowing stinks.glad your doing well gives me hope.
Avatar f tn t care. I actually had a shower last night, and, gross as this is, it must have been my first in a week. I'm so low throwing a rope up has gone through my mind so many times. Thankyou again so much for replying, it really does mean a lot .xx.
Avatar f tn We are all right here with you. I was reminded that I would have been 20 weeks this week and we would know the sex of our baby. I almost thought about telling DH this, but I've had a hard time talking to him about the m/c. There are some things that are just really hard for him to express his feelings on. We all have our moments of weakness, that sometimes just requires a good cry. We are women afterall and entitled to that.
Avatar n tn I took mine last Saturday at 3:15. I can honestly say for now my pain is tolerable and I have much more patience. Please try not to fear withdrawals. Everyone is different. I didn't want to have the "flu" so I just kept pushing through saying it is just another day no pills. My very good friend here gave me that advice and it worked wonders for me! She also told me I might have a monkey on my back but he ain't getting no bananas.
1881798 tn?1339680233 Hey, I'm on day 3....quitting percs/roxys...How long until you started to feel normal? My legs are cramping like crazy, I can't really sleep, and when I do, I wake up in a pool of sweat, I have the worst restless legs I've ever had. I am normally a very active person, even when I was using, but now I have zero motivation. How many days until you started to get some motivation back, or just felt normal? I just wanna feel like myself again.
Avatar f tn I agree with everyone here. You are NOT crazy and don't allow anyone to make you believe otherwise!!!! You go and see Dr. B at TCI and find out what's up with you. Although my herniation is small (1-2mm according to the MRI report) and my drs think that I am more in need of a psychiatrist than anything, Dr. Heffez (a Chiari specialist in WI) saw from the SAME MRI that I do have Chiari.
Avatar n tn Week and a few days. Then I took 60 pills in 2 weeks. When I got those pills I had eased away from all w/d except anxiety and sleep. My question is.. Do you think my w/d will be as bad this time since I've only been back on for 2 weeks? My body aches, runny nose, and exhausted... But I have to work. I have no choice at all. So... How bad you think my w/d will be this time??
Avatar f tn Yes it's so bad! And when he doesn't brush them after I have told him to... I don't get it. Especially when it's so bad I can smell it a mile away too!
Avatar f tn I am the opposite! I have always had clear skin and as soon as I fell pregnant BOOM pimples galore haha.
683892 tn?1231212999 should I start counting again when I'm done taking the cough syrup? I am sort of kicking my own *** over this. I'm generally too hard on myself, which is what I think fuels the cycle of abuse so much. In the past I would screw up and think: "Well, **** it I already used so it's too late to never use again so I might as well just use.
Avatar f tn time feels tedious but then the support of all my frens here give me courage.I dont get much time for chatting coz I have a baby boy and I need to be on my toes.Im trying to make the best of his childhood by talking and listening to him.But I must say in this process I feel like I could do with a dose or two and Id be more happy to play with him.My lil one doesnt understand what his mommys goin thru and expects me to me full of energy.
Avatar f tn all because i fear life. i fear breaking down crying, screaming in somones faace how i really feel about them, i fear the most anything that my daughter picks up on. she is so attached to me and i her but detox and her dont mix at all! my husband in half in the light and half in the dark. althught i have shed some more light on how serious this is i feel like he dont want to believe it. well i gota go my child is running a muck so i should go play mother of the yr.
Avatar n tn There’s the fear of losing sperms in urine resulting in weakness. However, I must assure you that this fear has got no significant basis. You must consult a clinical psychologist and discuss your problem as you need a round of counseling and everything should be fine. I sincerely hope that helps. Take care.
Avatar m tn after that i am very fear , so i seaching in network, anc check what is HIV symptom, about 7 days, Sudden onset, lymphadenectasis, pharyngitis, joint hurt, but no high fever.
Avatar n tn So you go to the doctor and he assures you that it isn't warts and you do not believe him. when you say "I hope he is 100% right" you show you secretly doubt him. It's very common so don't take it personally. We somehow want to hold on to any tiny seed of doubt and exploit it to remain in fear. It's weird but true. I do it and I've seen it here in this site hundred of times.
Avatar m tn hi and welcome, you can do this, i did and lots of others on here, you must really want it, and do it for yourself, there are things to help you along the way, its good to prepare yourself, set a time and get on with it, you may also need some help from NA or a DR.or some counseling, the more prepared you are the more chance you have of getting clean.