..."Is there anyone out there who cares about me? how
ask that. "
"But i do care. to
o much. It's my downfall. how
does one to
ughin up and become cinical when u are idealistic and don't believe in it?"
First, addicts are by
nature often incredibly selfish. I know I am, especially when I am using. I want to
say that before I go on cuz I don't want you to
think I am bashing you.