I mean I can masturbate to them without a problem, but as soon as I’m done all the doubt just starts
to set in again. I’m trying, I swear
to go I’m trying
to just calm myself and not react
to anything but it feels helpless. There are more important things going on in the world right now it seems unfair that being gay is all I think about. Please, if you have any advice I’ll be glad to listen.