But honestly, when he would buy me the alcohol, I would think how
hard it was for him to do it, and how
sweet he really is deep down
. I got fat, he never left me. I became an alcoholic, and he stayed. Wow, he must really love me. He tried to help me every day.
Today I have the greatest respect for him even though we need to get our relationship to a better place. I know that this has been very difficult for him too. I am no longer angry at him. We have been married twenty years.