Getting back on the wagon so to speak was pretty easy physically. Mentally, I know how
you feel. But it gets better, and the closer I get
56 and beyond, the better mentally I am doing. I am surprised you were given hydro cough syrup with pneumonia, seems counter to wanting to clear it out, but no matter. If you have not done so, flagging yourself with docs and pharmacies would have prevented getting narcs like the syrup you got.