Well Now I am out again and no way to get any, and I am so sick and tired of spending all of my money on
this ****. In 4 years time I have spent $28,000 just on Methadone
. Someone please kick me.
Today is February 19, 2008 and tomorrow I will start the withdrawals all over again. I wish I had the means of getting that recipe, it sounds like it would make it at least tolerable. Well with or without it I am going to overcome this demon, it has had control over my life for far too long.