You may want to ask your psychiatrist to add bupropion (wellbutrin) to your medications in place of the
adderall; it is not addictive, but it
does lead to increased dopamine in the brain. We used it to treat ADD in the prisons when we were avoiding stimulants. It might help with your current depression and energy level as well, and can be taken along with your other psych meds.
After a month or two, your body will suddenly start to feel whole again-- it just takes time.