From what you've posted above, it sounds like you're sincere in this -- We're all here to help and that is
the bottom line. We have all been in your
shoes for the most part, and this is
what has helped so many people out up to this point.
First of all, are these pills prescribed to you? If so, then it'd be within your best interest to talk to your PCP [doctor] and let him/her know that you feel as though you have an issue with the pills.