Please, dont go back!!! You are on your
way! I know it seems like all this is closing in
on you. But it will pass. How long
have you been on the Hydros? I had to take Subutex, and for me I did not abuse them. Drink lots of water,vitamins, Epsom salt bath, not to hot, then drink lots of water, takes toxins out (helps a little). Off course I am not a Dr, but for me I had to take the Subutex, similar to Suboxen. Try doing it alone, if not try and see if you can get Dr, to help with Suboxen.