Things are better, thanks. More balance and perspective. And some more clarity about how
this is my last
chance -- do or die -- for a wife and baby I'm absolutely nuts for, a perfect marriage, a great place to live, my very own survival.
So let's see: To preserve all that, can I endure some really tough few weeks ahead?
I'm still not entirely sure of the answer, but I think I'm getting more of a handle on it.
I'm a slow learner. Obviously.