Hi life. As you said, you are grateful when here, which makes me wonder if that's why so many of us go to
meetings (although I have yet to
make one). Maybe after hearing enough and participating enough it
we can incorporate that into
our lives. I have drawn so much hope from you, and am grateful myself for that.
Also, you could be having a down period. Although I haven't been clean as long
as you, I do have ups and downs, crazy ones.