I spent hours with him, he howled,he cried, told me I don't understand how
society is a piece of crap. I howled, I cried, I told him I DO understand how
society is piece of crap! I have spent so many years being unable to get my point across. I knew perfectly what he was saying, but he was too caught in his own hurts and sorrows to hear me. I knew he wasn't just metaphorically saying he wants to be dead....he really means it. My heart bled. The pain was intense.