I feel like I have lost the person I was and no matter how
hard I look or how
hard I try, she is never coming back. I feel a little like an empty shell that is simply going through the motions of living.
I am not so teary anymore, I just feel so constantly exhausted and apathetic, I am always in some form of pain, be it back ache, head ache, nausea, stomach ache, chest pain. I have been hospitalised twice in the past 6 months, once for a kidney infection and once for pneumonia.