What I did, I used my
accountability. I wrote here
and talked to friends in meetings
and decided to follow their advice
and to wait it out one more day. Day 20, I slept for the first time. So that saying, don't give up right before a miracle, I believe applies here. I agree with IBKlean, this is not a time for self-medicating. If things are bad enough to take street drugs, then they are bad enough to go to a doctor.