Stealing them from friends, family, or even strangers-didn't matter as long as I had some. Hiding, sneaking, stealing, lying
, denying.......see the trend? Knowing deep down
I was an addict but not willing to say it out loud. Trust me, when you finally do admit it, it is a great relief because then you know where to start and what needs to be done. Good luck and keep posting-hope this helps.