freedom from fear of speaking day

I still have the urge to take a pill to deal with strong emotions,anger,pain,fear anxiety etc .But it is not near as often as it used to be .Being clean of opiates is like running naked through an emotional minefield sometimes but it is getting better ..Yay to being free of pill counting and an pill schedules...worrying if I have enough for the day or whatever excursion we go on . Loving the freedom!!!

You are doing such a great job and all I wish for you is that you can experience this freedom from your own mind as well. Please stay the course and such wonderful things will start to happen for you...I guarantee it!!

Then he put on a condom, before he could get the head of his penis good inside of me i asked him to stop. The next day i asked my did he have anything and he got very offended. He stoppd speaking tp me.. 3 weeks later i got tested for STD and everything came back clear, On April 15,2010 I went to my doctors and got HIV tested, becasue o was always nasuse,tired, and forgetfull. Nothing came back, now i have lower abdominal pains and jus now ive been having what i think are night seats.

Trump destroys what the "the establishment" Republican Party is all about, so I'm ALL FOR HIM. This country has been trying the same thing, over & over & over, for the last 60-years... and look where it's gotten us, and WHO it's gotten us. Of course, none of you really like him, and that's okay. That's what makes this country mediocre...

Norco I use to love Public speaking because it scared the **** out of me, gave me that fear buzz, loved being afraid ( weird ) Then with Mr Norco no fear whatsoever, wasn't as much fun. Now I'm just unsure and uncomfortable, no self confidence. This time the fear is not fun. I guess I'm just a Day 18 recovering addict, asking for help once again.... Don't think I'll put the pills in my pocket tonight.. But then again I might still need that out....

Yes!!! So happy you're going to meetings,and you're turning a corner and feeling better!! You're doing awesome!! Congrats on day 8!!

Well every day just gets better and better for me and my wife|, A cant beleive we have been clean of hard drugs such as heroin,But with the help of some close close freinds such as Letakos,Sophie,Jimi, and Gizzy,A think we would be dead by now 101 days is awesome for us there were times i wanted to just score ad give up it was that hard,But with all the help and encouragement in the world,We had to kick our heroin habits that or our lives,Now our lives are so much better we are enjoying it somet

Well, I spoke of it a few days ago......that is getting off the Vicodin and I just took the last 4 I had. I am terrified of what I'm probably going to face. Usually when you fear something, the bark is worse than it's bite, but in this case, the bark is just as bad as the bite, if not worse. Still, all I have to do is get through 1 week.

confronting my fears is the only way i can move forward..i had a horrible fear of elevators...one day i got on one by myself and went up and down 10 times by myself..to this day i can now get on an elevator.....get it done and confront the situation..

I am trying sooooo hard to quit the cigs...down to 1 or 2 a day from 2 packs a day....also clean from hydro 190 plus days..... Keep up the good work...

As i was sitting here this morning thinking about this holiday it came to me that due to all of our service men and womens's sacrifices we are able to have this forum. Everything we have in our lives is due to them fighting for our freedom. For most it is a 4 day weekend, bbq's etc. Lets never forget what this holiday really means. Enjoy your weekend but watch yourselves also. It can be a huge trigger for some as parties are everywhere.

Yes that would make some sense as regards what is happening now but before the recent terrorist incidents France did not treat the people who were Algerian there very well and they lived there because the country had been a colony of France (I remember because I visited there, the people were subject to route discrimination and lived in extreme poverty, then again I don't know if they were all Muslim).

Personally I find the taper method to be an exercise in futility. I always take more just to "normalize". I am on day 9 off of a habit that was 3 times higher than yours. I followed the Thomas recipe and started exercising on day 4. The physical has subsided with the exception of RLS. Just think you give yourself a terrible flu to get a brand new life. The best quote I have seen said "I may have another high in me but I don't have another withdrawl".

I was once on 40mg of hydrocone a day. Then, methadone, starting at 20mg and with the help of a wonderful legit Dr. I found myself walking out the pharmacy with a prescription for 110mg a day. what a country. The biggest drug dealer wears a stethoscope and the biggest distributor has "every day low prices". Anyway, my chronic knee pain got me a lot of legal medication. Methadone, Hydrocodone, Valium, Klonopin, Soma...and a few others.

So often we do focus on the hell of detox instead of the bigger picture of a life of freedom from the pills that controlled us. Congrats for taking the brave step to reclaim your life. Time to take that new hip out dancing and celebrate your new found sobriety. Thanks so much for sharing.

Many things, such as pollution, are much better than they were 40, 50, 70 years ago. There is also more justice, tolerance and equality than there was during these times. There is a higher standard of living for more people. People are healthier and live longer. Every generation has it's plus's and minus's...it's accomplishments and faults but if you look at things in perspective more people live better now, than ever before.

It was a great message. He compared opening day of baseball season to Easter. Opening day is so great because the past season means nothing, you have a clean slate no errors, pop flies, losses as a matter of fact you have a perfect record. I am trying to imagine Mary's surprise when she found the tomb empty & her joy when the Lord appeared to her. Mary was a prostitute with a checkered past that lost her Lord to the cross. She had been locked into a bad season......

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