I cannot stand on a ladder or even a footstool because if I do
n't hang onto something I feel like a hot water bottle-sized pillow is under both feet
undulating, and will pitch me off. Another bewildering aspect of this is that if I try to flex my toes
them under they feel as puffy as if they were inflated with a pump, the skin so tight they could not possibly flex, but when I LOOK at my feet
( I have long, thin toes) they ARE in fact, curled under.