I still feel too vulerable (sp) for that, but I'm trying to get back in touch with feelings I've numbed way too long. I find I'm scared to death
, and I'm trying to come to terms with that. I've got a long way to go, I'm sure. Keep posting, hippy - I'm soaking it up like a sponge. Everyone's posts here are so valuable, and I learn a great deal from ALL of them. Special TY to yourself, Thomas, Chezz, Bodymechanic (where ARE you, anyway?