Anyway we never had real sex, I fingered many many girls, sometimes in public places, made out with them, suck tities, but it seemed that
when it came down
to it i would get scared and not achieve an erection or at least a full one with 4 different girls.
I always knew it was this fantasy world that I've been living in, which my brain got so used to. I love ejaculating. I love women. I love *****. I even questioned my sexuality at some points... I even questioned my health which is good...