Have had ovr 30 surgeries, 6 last 6 mos. am on multiple meds & after 15 yrs am now abusing them. I want off them but sooo scared of withdrawal & terrible pain I'll be in. RXs incl fentanyl patch 75mcg, 7.5 Norco every 4 hrs, klonipen, Buspar, backlofen, halcyon, Zoloft, Remeron, steroids, levothyroxin, phenergan, Benadryl, Imitrex, Trazedone. I'm now supplementing with some vodka.