I apologized
to the people I talked
to for embarrassing myself and them. I
fear I made myself out
to be sexual confused, shallow, negative, self obsessed, a liar, and a possible threat to myself and others. I am none of those things but I portrayed myself that way talking about my fearful thoughts. For over a week I've been replaying the event in my head non stop. I can't be sure what exact fears I actually revealed. I get triggered memories from watching tv, or hearing the radio.