Now I am not afraid of being around people, making friends, or speaking
. In fact, I have very good self-esteem. I do not worry about the world, I do not have a fear of being judged. Its just that whenever I am going to eat in a social situation, friends, family, my girlfriend, I become nauseous, have stomach aches, and lose my appetite. I use to think I had a fear of throwing up, but do not anymore.