crazy dreams, waking up feeling wired through the night, constantly questioning my own sanity and noises i hear, feelings of not being real,
fear of feeling like im behaving weird or
fear of feeling like im someone else, panicking and constantly reminding myself that intrusive thoughts arent controlled and i love my family, racing heart, racing thoughts, the 'what ifs', mixed emotions and moods, feeling dizzy, just never feeling normal..
so many more, the fears vary day to day too.