i cant stop thinking about this sh*t, it happens against my will.. many people have told me this is just my
OCD including my therapist,
OCD-sufferers and even my mum..
i used to be happy being a guy, i used to enjoy going to the gym, looking cool and stylish, i liked my beard, low voice, the thought of being masculine and loved my penis.. i had fantasies of growing up as a cool stud whom women likes, being a dad etc..