You are on my prayer list and
I feel so bad for
all the krap you have gone thru while on tx and now afterwards. I'm glad you got some morphine, it's about time. I haven't tx'ed yet, I'm going for
an ultrasound at the end of this month and hopefully I can start right after that. I can't answer your question except to say you will get better, I just don't know how long it will take. God loves you, I know that for
sure and he never gives anyone more than they can handle.