See psychiatrists, psychologists, counsellors, been in hospital, taken an overdose
, etc, etc. Now I am well on 150mg Effexor
XR and will never stop taking it.
Glad you have had a diagnosis, because that will help you understand why you feel like you do.
Hope the Cognitive Behavious Therapy works for you. That is one thing I have not tried. Let me know how you get on with it, and if it helps.