Because of my age, being on methadone, and my difficulty conceiving in the past, this is obviously a high risk pregnancy
. The problem I am having is the guilt. I am so worried about the long term effects
on my child. As it is, I won't be able to breast feed my child, and that alone is causing anxiety over starting out as a failure as a mommy. Does anyone have any input on this? Will it be safe for me to detox once I give birth and then breast feed once the drug is completely out of my system?