One of you suggessted listen to music,so I turned on the digital cable,and went to the country music,and while I cooked and cleaned I cranked up the volume and it really helped. When I sat down to take a break there was a song by
Kenny Chesney that came on. It was the first time I ever heard it,it's called "Don't Blink". Anyway the song touched me so much I started to cry.If you get a chance you should listen to it.there are two verses that really touched me.