Julie, it is normal to feel confused, scared, and depressed after being diagnosed with Hep C. We have all gone through it. I remember when I was first diagnosed, I would get depressed even reading about Hep C, but then I had to get myself straightened out and realize, that it can be a serious condition, but the odds are against it.
You need to get all the information you can -- remember, knowledge is power. You also need to go to a good hepatologist and talk to him or her about this virus.