I have been very depressed for the last 7 years. I also have anxiety disorder and panic attack. I often feel blue without knowing where it comes from. Most of the times, I force myself of being alone and cry easily. I am so frustated about everything. I don't see life is worth living. Everything is upside down for me. I have been fighting with my depression with so many different drugs, but nothing seems working well. Wellbutrin, Alphazolam, Cymbalta, Xanax, Valium, etc...