I am so sorry to hear your sad story, try and get finance, then take out pet
insurance for future, it is one of the few types of insurance that pays out well, i had just one tooth needing removed from my horse - non urgent but eventually, if untreated it would have caused serious welfare issues and could have become untreatable and eventually fatal as the horse would loose the ability to eat, it cost £5000 british pounds - unaffordable for any normal person, my insurance paid for all but a few h