I have a problem to where I have an obsession with
death and worrying about when and why I will die and what will happen to by body afterwards, anytime I hear that someone has died, if they are close to me or just someone I know I get crazy to where I research on how embaling dead bodies and how the body decomposes. I contstantly think and worry about dying every day, several times a day, say I am driving down the road, I will actually invision my car crashing in to someone and my death.