I chose sub and have no regrets. I went cold turkey
many times and made it months clean only to relapse. I was becoming suicidal from pain and my addiction. It's not for everyone, but in my case it saved my life.
I hear all the time that addiction is a disease. I'm treating my disease. No doubt I would love to be drug free, but until I can get rid of
this pain, I will take my crumb of
sub every morning. If I didn't I would not be able to work. I would lose everything.