Thank you...I'm trying to
watch the Hallmark channel, sitting in bed, "trying
think of more pleasant things....I'm upset with myself because I feel like my whole day is ruined, and it's so nice and warm outside right now, but I'm scared it'll happen again, it's like I'm just sitting around waiting for "death".....sorry but it's like, why carry on with my day "if" it's just going to
happen again, sorry don't mean to
sound so pathetic.....