I have tried over the years to be compassionate
and understanding
and have ended
up with absolutely nothing in return but more lies, deceit
and dissapointment. For years, I have researched, played psychologist and DEA agent. I have shown love, patience, anger, threats, ultimatums but to no avail. Let us not be confused, the initial decision was a CHOICE. Nothing more, nothing less. Diagnosis still stands with me as an unexplainable selfishness that rivals narcissism.