I keep having thoughts about death and
people dying, thinking I am just going to die and
I feel really sad about everything.
The only thing that calms me down is the Klonopin
I don't want to take that everyday and
become a spaced-out zombie.
Although that might be a better state than the one I am right now.
I actually feel like I am in the middle of a never-ending anxiety/panic attack.
When I can actually sleep, I wake up and
there are those feelings again.