I was also prescribed valium, but only 4 of them. I took them at night, just one
for 4 nights to help
with sleep. Please msg me if you have further question. I am doing this alone too, I choose not to tell my husband, 3 step kids, my friends, or family. You can make it through on the clonidine, immodium, and sleep aid...but only take the sleep aide when you are having insomnia...otherwise try to tough that out too.