Only once again did I return to the empty state - and
this was after I tried magic mushrooms
(never, ever, ever again!!). It was as if everything was equally significant, and the world was an even shade of grey.
This time, however, it took me less than a week to get out of it. I watched a film which played Beethoven's 9th with an inspirational, motivational theme, and I thought "I am that person who feels, who believes in this contrast, I am not empty!".