Sorry <span style = 'background-color: #dae8f4'>for</span>
your situation. Ditto what Rico said.
My LLMD also supplements abx with herbs, she sells some at her office with no mark up, I checked, but I take an online brand she also mentioned. You need abx big time.
Have you tried applying for
disability? Or if you are 25 or younger ( not fair to us older folks) there are grants I can give you info. If you don't treat with antibiotics you will eventually get worse.