The mediation can only trigger to the intense level. Do
you or have
you had suicidal thoughts before? If
you have, there might be a chance that
you have the side effects, only to prevent it, is consult the doctor and get monitored closely and constantly. You also should be listen close to your thoughts, and maybe an idea would be to make a plan of what to do in ahead before starting the meds, IF suicidal thoughts came out to haunt you.
Take care!!