It takes A LOT of determination and before you know it you will have put the monster in its cage and have control of your life again and not have it run by a pill. You can
do it and I
think you know you can't stay on the road your on so I
would call the doc first thing in the morning and get in to see him and take it from there. Keep posting and read peoples posts, there is so much you can learn from others. I went through wds, horrible wds, and the mental part caught me off guard.