no still waiting to see psychiatrist next week but scared to go not sure if
i will get there ive allways dealt
with my own problems all through life
i hae a husband but he had an affair around six years ago and havent slept with him since still live together cant dissapiont my family or his mum he is only child she is 84 it would kill her to know this and she loves the children they are all grown up and left home but have two grandchildren i want them to have a proper family as i never