i withdraw for days, cry constantly, cut and burn myself, drink myself into a pool
of my own blood and sick then start
the fun again
the next day. When im manic everything that is wrong with my mind seems to disapear and i am so confident dont sleep for days have so much energy and excitement and get pretty angry if i cant be around people partying and having fun.
I have been begging doctors and psychaitrists to let me try medication for years but no one believes me.