ve never really had any luck with girls or relationships, so when I met a girl who was attracted to me, (somehow attracted enough to
break up with her
boyfriend of 18 months,) I jumped on the opportunity. Unfortunately, she wasn't very attractive to me. I mean, physically she's beautiful. But she's just so languid and uninteresting.
This is where I went wrong. When I first started to spend time with her, I would lie to myself about her.