It is really beyond the scope of any of us
on this forum to advise you as to which medication is going to be
the best for you. My advice would be for you to spend some time reading the posts here and see just how many different opinions there are out there. We all react differently to meds, so what I think may be the "best," may in fact, be the "worst," for you. My one hope for you is that you get with a doctor who is very familiar with the many different benzos out there.