By any criteria, what you continue to experience is not consistent with the usual course of Recovery
and, were you to have superimposed <span style = 'background-color: #dae8f4'>Bacterial</span>
infection or residual influenza <span style = 'background-color: #dae8f4'>Pneumonia</span>
, you are at high risk of a relapse right now.
I strongly advise you to see your physician, or a physician immediately, with no delay, for reevaluation and very possibly for further treatment, with or without re-hospitalization.
Your being “very afraid right now” is warranted by the circumstances.